Well. What can I say about this one?
A couple of years ago we found out that a professional we hired to do a job did it not only poorly, but WRONG. Badly wrong. Since then it feels like life has been consumed with sorting it out. The anger, the frustration, the worry – it may not seem like it from what you read here, but it has been …. awful. Last week we received word that there was a resolution in sight. Decision time. Choose one path, and things would basically be concluded in a not-great, but not the worst possible, way. Choose to carry on fighting and it could be two or more years before there was any sort of resolution, with no guarantee of a better (and always the possibility of a WORSE) outcome. I don’t think either of us were totally HAPPY with the resolution but I know we were BOTH ready for it to be over. But I find myself second-guessing every decision, looking for the path that we might have taken for a better outcome. And I realized that it was time to let it go and just move on. Nothing is going to change where we are now, at this moment, but the future is still unwritten. Time to look ahead rather than back.
The letters were also stamped on that same paper. There is some washi tape and some shiny number tape too
So do I feel better about it all? Not sure yet. I haven’t written the journaling yet – I am rather thinking of using a white gel pen on the white background, maybe around the edges, maybe in the white areas, but I know I will have a LOT to say. Maybe that will mark the turning of the page.
One commenter said “Pretty is over-rated” – well this page isn’t pretty, but then it wasn’t a pretty situation to be in so I guess that fits symbolically too!
My first two-pages-treated-as-one.
and that rather means getting a good scan of two pages will be tricky. Oh well – something to keep in mind for the future…..